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A Light Long Gone

by muddasheep

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1.
We Set Sail 03:09
We set sail All new adventures Turn a blind eye to the flames Turn a deaf ear to the screams We don’t care No matter what happened Not everyone could have been saved Not everyone’s chosen Oooh we survived We will rewrite history We’re on track Discovering new lands Left everything fallow behind Left everything dried up Don’t look back Can’t afford to be slowed down Forget all the hands that reached out Forget all the eyes we betrayed We have failed We promised to stick together We were meant to last forever Who knew that it would be over Before we could recover We’ll forget until tomorrow Don’t look at us We are not to blame Don’t question us You would have done the same Don’t look at us We are not ashamed Don’t shout at us You would have done the same Oooh we were blind Let’s focus on our future To uphold our pride and candor We won’t fall back into misery Don’t look at us We are not ashamed Don’t shout at us You would have done the same Gone are all the traitors Who turned and tried to blame us Gone are misconceptions That clouded our desires Living’s not illegal See, nature’s just too fragile Long before we knew it Our luck had been depleted
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I’m the devil on your shoulder I’m here to tell you when to quit it I’m saving you from greatness I’ll hold you back before you kick it You could draw the sky You could sing about love You could go outside You could make a stand It just takes a thought It just takes a spark To inspire change If that is what you want, if that is what you’re here for I know it sounds amazing, but please reconsider Every time you come up with ideas like that It’s all a waste of time, so better sit back down You could write a book You could be living your dreams You could meet new friends You could be seeing the world It just takes an idea It just takes a step To change your fate (Sure) If that is what you want, if that is what you’re here for I know it sounds amazing, but it’s never easy Every time you come up with ideas like that It’s all a waste of time, you better give it up One more try is what you always say to yourself Discipline, every day, that sure sounds like pain Save your breath, put your feet up, and stop right now I’m the devil on your shoulder Making sure that you grow older Listen here, I learnt the hard way Burning out just turns you colder
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losing faith in yourself losing sense of what is real who were you in the past when everything was crystal clear is this all that you can do is this all that you will be will the voices carry on to scream for all eternity if you repeat it no matter what you do if you believe it your dreams will all come true if you repeat it until the end of time they will believe it and turn your dreams on you what is true and what is fake what kind of god did you create good or bad, life or death it is out of your control it spawns children of its own they keep laughing through the night you just watch it from the other side and pray it won't come back if you repeat it no matter what you do if you believe it your dreams will all come true if you repeat it until the end of time they will believe it and turn your dreams on you there's always something that it needs there's always something left to do it just won't ever let you go the only thing that's left is you if you repeat it repeat it repeat it believe it if you repeat it repeat it until the end of time
4.
I long to live As if nothing ever happened I ask myself What if you had never left us Every decision Weighs on us You wouldn’t hear this If you hadn’t gone away We will never be the same For everything that you have said A crack appeared in no man's land True happiness lies buried there I can't return Not with everything that happened I know the truth And I carry scars to prove it We should be friends And family Walk hand in hand Not our separate ways We will never be the same (again) For everything that you have said (and done) A crack appeared in no man's land (between us) True happiness lies buried there (forever) We can try to be the same again But everything that we will say (and do) Will be overshadowed by the truth (between us) And our happiness remains a lie (forever) One happy child In a cardboard house Fond memories Laid to rest in peace
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Stillstand 03:15
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Middle One 02:53
soldier and worker social defector tired collector of mental disorders self-deceiver aspiring believer head on the ceiling crushed by the masses don't hurt the middle one don't stir the brittle one too rich to die too poor to live don't kill the middle one leave some for everyone easy to rise so hard to please endless clicker preaching protester toxic neurotic subscription contractor looking for answers conspiring and plotting asleep from nine to five commuting for a living don't hurt the middle one don't stir the brittle one too rich to die too poor to live don't kill the middle one leave some for everyone easy to rise so hard to please we are better together trying to matter we are selflessly serving wasted potential we achieve the impossible dying for your dreams we bow down before you like second hand humans
7.
Follow You 02:47
i will follow you i will follow you i will follow you wherever you go i will follow you i belong to you i will follow you wherever you go i will follow you i belong to you i will follow you wherever you go even when the dark suffocates your heart i will look for you and hold your hand even when the stars no longer smile at us i will look at you and light your way i will follow you i will follow you we will make it through no matter what we do
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when it seems your life is over when you fear your soul is darker when you feel that you are weaker you raise your chin and keep on going when your hands are bound and worthless when your eyes don't care to witness when your heart feels cold and fragile you bare your teeth and keep on going you stand your ground and keep on fighting you wipe your tears and keep on smiling
10.
colors and smiles concepts defying sometimes open and often shy taught to keep silent avoid embarrassment learned to rejoice once truth comes out this is who we are this is who we are stunning and charming shunned and berated you call us names feed us to the flames diverse and inclusive ban us from your sight dispersed and reclusive we will stay our ground we can't choose for us it's not an option but you can change (you can change) and lose your preconception this is who we are you don't like it you better leave it we were born this way you won't change us you best believe it
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In The End 02:40
in the end no matter if you win no matter who you are no matter what you made you'll always end up dead somewhere in the hall in the corner of our eyes in the end even if you're young even if you're rich even if you were not done you will end up dead covered in white sheets to shield you from our eyes when it ends nothing will remain floor will get wiped clean no flowers to be seen in the end the person you endeared the place you liked the least the pain you feared the most don't matter when you're dead you are number four on the screens before our eyes in the end you won't be remembered nor will be who hurt you nothing will make sense to you why would you end up dead does the world not care enough to turn its eyes on you when it ends no memories remain slates will get wiped clean no flowers to be seen
12.
It’s my broken heaven It's my home and shelter Green grass gently waving Close your eyes and step right in It’s my broken heaven It’s my line to seven When everything's collapsing Have a seat and enjoy the breeze Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me Sometimes it feels like I can’t breathe Sometimes my mind tells me to flee To my broken heaven Where people live in harmony Where dreams escape reality Where pain resides somewhere far away Until my eyelids open Keep me warm and grounded Keep me safely locked away Asleep I'm immune to the darkness In my own safe haven
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In 2019, I decided to create one song per month, and try to improve one of my skills every time and allow myself to experiment. I've invited musicians to collaborate, and I've made new friends along the way. By having strict deadlines, every song resulted in being a personal slice of the time it was made in. No endless retouching months after - it simply had to be done, and that's something I missed doing.
I had a lot of fun with each and every one of these tracks, and I think you can hear that. I hope you enjoy this album as much as I enjoyed creating it!

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released February 1, 2020

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